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Me the villain
..just imagine it, well I can. I am not kidding you! I have screwed up more than I can forgive myself for, even if everyone I have wronged has forgiven me. I am someone’s villain, it’s a fact I accept. I cannot make everyone happy even though i thought i lived a good chunk of…
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Depression
Let me just face this, I have it. I have had it for a very long time. It is not that I don’t have a blessed life I do, it’s just that…. Well, I have no idea what it is. I know that I had some trauma in my life, but doesn’t everyone? I have…
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Thinking on how 12/31/2023 is 5844
Well, it will be. 5844 sine I’ve smoked. Which is over 233,000 that I have not smoked. Saving me $82,761.75 (more because I’m writing this on Wednesday not Sunday.) That just boggles my mind. I often wondered in the early days how I would feel to be here. I’ve had a few puffs, but honestly,…
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Being Under The Weather
Being as we are in the year 2023, what is the protocol for being sick? Do you stay home until you are completely well, relying on delivery services, friends, and family to bring you what you need? Ever since 2020 out outlook on being sick has changed so much. A few years ago you went…
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Three months later…
After my epiphany in August, I got busy. Not your normal type of busy, but the type of busy where you just don’t want to move forward. I look back on my Facebook, blog, IG, etc posts and see where I’m wanting an inward change but, when it is time to really do it, REALLY…
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And she grew
I looked out on my days, and saw that their were many. Many different kinds of days, some good some bad. But they were pretty even in distribution of good and bad. So why is it I recall more of the bad things than the countless good ones? I think as a race humans focus…
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2020 it!
2020!
