Resolutions

I have made a lot of resolutions over the years, one stuck quitting smoking, and then there are those that never do. I need to re-evaluate, change, etc and so on to the point it is annoying.

So, as this year closes, I am picking my resolution from last year and i am going to hold on to it with claws. I am going to learn to be on time, or just a smidgeon late. I mean getting there 30 min early to where I’m waiting on everyone, is just … well bleh! Tired of it.

I am also tired of holding people in esteem who have not earned it either. While i do not think I can change this part of my character, noting it is always the first step so we will see how that goes.

I have been looking back at myself and note i’m always about changing this that or the other thing, but can never pin point why I want to. I can never figure out why I want to do an of it other than the thrill of the change. So I’m just not. I am going to really work on those things I want to do, and stop all the things I don’t.

I want to get back going to the gym all the time, I like it

I want to get myself back in my worship community, because I like it and it helps, and I so miss my friends, and connections. My faith is a daily process i practice every day, but it would be nice to have others of like minds to connect with, so that’s happening.

I need to declare a war on milk. It is literally in most foods, and well if i eat any of it my throat swells so much it looks like it has air bags, it’s uncomfortable and leaves me feeling horrible. I have a daughter who is vegan, and offers sound advice and tips. She offers great advice just about everything, i feel so blessed to have her.

Resolutions should be made when we are doing something for yourself. It is a totally selfish thing, and needs to be. Being selfish to a point is understandable, but when you take it too far and are never concerned for others, that is a problem. Yup, not kidding you there is a double edged sword to everything!

Oh one last one I’m trying to digitize my library of read books, it will be a very very slow process but, someday I’ll get it completed, you just had to stat and be consistent right?