Tag: feelings

  • Meet the new me…

    Meet the new me…

    Have you ever glimpsed those, “what you posted 10 years ago” things on social media? I do and it makes me think. I read my posts and think, wow I’ve got some insight or, did I really say that err wow. Even my last post was something I said long ago. But, what has me…

  • Me Circa 2014

    Me Circa 2014

    “Color Blind” It has become quite evident to me that everyone in the world sees things through their own eyes. I know this seems oblivious but, stay with me. What if you were color blind? What if you yourself saw something differently than anyone else. You would have a unique perspective right? Okay, now that…

  • Depression

    Depression

    Let me just face this, I have it. I have had it for a very long time. It is not that I don’t have a blessed life I do, it’s just that…. Well, I have no idea what it is. I know that I had some trauma in my life, but doesn’t everyone? I have…

  • Thinking on how 12/31/2023 is 5844

    Thinking on how 12/31/2023 is 5844

    Well, it will be. 5844 sine I’ve smoked. Which is over 233,000 that I have not smoked. Saving me $82,761.75 (more because I’m writing this on Wednesday not Sunday.) That just boggles my mind. I often wondered in the early days how I would feel to be here. I’ve had a few puffs, but honestly,…

  • Klutzy

    Klutzy

    I am having a day. You know the kind, you spill something all over your sweater (it’s white),. then trip walking on a flat surface, and so on and so forth. I have always been considered klutzy (my mom said she sould have named me Grace), and considering my day she probably should have :D.…

  • I screwed up, now what?

    I screwed up, now what?

    Let me ask you a question? What do you honestly, and I mean honestly do when you mind starts down the slippery slope of what if’s could be, would haves? What do you do when you find yourself in a situation and you knee jerk is, “That’s it I’m dead, I might as well lay…

  • Three months later…

    Three months later…

    After my epiphany in August, I got busy. Not your normal type of busy, but the type of busy where you just don’t want to move forward. I look back on my Facebook, blog, IG, etc posts and see where I’m wanting an inward change but, when it is time to really do it, REALLY…

  • Getting back on the band wagon

    Getting back on the band wagon

    So I used to… ever had a day like this? Where you are thinking about that time where you got in shape, where you started something that felt good, and that was good for you? I have done that … A LOT, and I find myself on this last week of August doing it again.…

  • The power of words

    The power of words is amazing. But, more amazing than the power of words, is that pull, that draws to write them. I have been off school for 4 weeks, and I am having a meltdown. I see things every day that I say, I HAVE TO BLOG THAT! But, because I do not want…

  • You made that decision…

    Who says your cannot make friends with your children….