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Paradigm Shift
When it comes to religion I’ve been floundering lately, if I’m honest I’ve been burned up, like a crisp. Well to be really honest for the last few years and most of of my life I’m hot and then cold, so Bi Polar about my faith I doubt most know I’m a Christian, and you’d…
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CP- Question #1
If you could fly in a hot-air balloon over any city in the world, what city would you choose? Tokyo would be my pick, as it is just about the biggest, and one of the prettiest cities in the world. I would love to absorb all the geography, and the patterns. The textures, and the…
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Resolutions
I have made a lot of resolutions over the years, one stuck quitting smoking, and then there are those that never do. I need to re-evaluate, change, etc and so on to the point it is annoying. So, as this year closes, I am picking my resolution from last year and i am going to…
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Me the villain
..just imagine it, well I can. I am not kidding you! I have screwed up more than I can forgive myself for, even if everyone I have wronged has forgiven me. I am someone’s villain, it’s a fact I accept. I cannot make everyone happy even though i thought i lived a good chunk of…
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Let’s do this…
I found myself on this day reading 150 pounds by Kate Rockland I checked it out from the local library, impulse at best. I am only at page 26 and I can tell it’s going to be a great story. Like one of those life changing stories, so I’m going to order it from Amazon,…
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Meet the new me…
Have you ever glimpsed those, “what you posted 10 years ago” things on social media? I do and it makes me think. I read my posts and think, wow I’ve got some insight or, did I really say that err wow. Even my last post was something I said long ago. But, what has me…
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Me Circa 2014
“Color Blind” It has become quite evident to me that everyone in the world sees things through their own eyes. I know this seems oblivious but, stay with me. What if you were color blind? What if you yourself saw something differently than anyone else. You would have a unique perspective right? Okay, now that…
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Depression
Let me just face this, I have it. I have had it for a very long time. It is not that I don’t have a blessed life I do, it’s just that…. Well, I have no idea what it is. I know that I had some trauma in my life, but doesn’t everyone? I have…
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Thinking on how 12/31/2023 is 5844
Well, it will be. 5844 sine I’ve smoked. Which is over 233,000 that I have not smoked. Saving me $82,761.75 (more because I’m writing this on Wednesday not Sunday.) That just boggles my mind. I often wondered in the early days how I would feel to be here. I’ve had a few puffs, but honestly,…
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Klutzy
I am having a day. You know the kind, you spill something all over your sweater (it’s white),. then trip walking on a flat surface, and so on and so forth. I have always been considered klutzy (my mom said she sould have named me Grace), and considering my day she probably should have :D.…
